Tuesday, April 11, 2006
11:28 PM
What did I ever do to deserve this life?
Why are you tearing me apart?
Why didn't you ever care?
Why am I surrounded by thorns?
Why am I not saved?
Why can't I forget this sadness?
Why did I ever come back?
Why can't the heartbreaking stop?
Why can't I just listen to my friends?
Why am I still here with you?
Where are you taking my heart to?
Why am I feeling this anger inside?
Why am I so stupid?
Why can't I be happy like anybody else?
Can you please help me? Help me bring back my life. I feel as of no use to be by your side. I'm feeling so down everyday. I am not faking anything. I can't forget about my sadness. I can't simply cry in front of you because it's your weakness. You would also get so mad when I do that, I don't understand why.
I've tried so hard to make you happy. Can't you see the change? Do you think I like to say anything bad about you? I feel so insecure. Even though I'm with you, I still feel so alone. We've together for almost a year now, don't you think it's waste if I always wanted a break up? Can't you just be supportive? Why must you always accuse me of not having time for you? Why must we end up like this?
I'm always there for you when you fall.
But what about me?...
Where have you been?...